Taking the plunge..

Just a quick update... Last Wednesday, after much deliberation about my job.. too leave or not? After much soul searching and the support of my partner.. I decided..Yes... Thats right, in this economy.. i have left my job!
On one hand it was a big relief, the stress and worry i was going through had now been lifted of my shoulders.. but now i have a feeling that can only be described as fear! It's not like the fear you might experience when your about to jump out of a plane, but its a slow burning feeling.. A mixture of excitment.. exploring what other oppurtunities may lay out there but with that, this is tinged with being scared.. Although i am a big kid at heart, my "grown up" head kicks in and rent, bills and general living expense enters my mind!

I know its only been a couple of days since i quit the rat race.. no forever, just taking a hiatus to decide what i really want to do... I have a plan,
To get myself a part time job and to volunteer... I've always been a creative person but feel that this part of me was pushed deep inside of me when i joined the masses in employment.. Going to work and living. So, i've decided to volunteer at the Musuem.. to immerse myself in the arts and see if it sparks anything in me.

I know it may take a while to find my way.. but i now feel like im treading water instead of slowly drowning, suffocating who i am.. i am now able to breathe.

Feelings of a lighter soul
xxx